Gyar! Sorry for not being on this the past few days - I got work, homework that's due on the first day of school next week, housework I don't get exempt from even though I work a part-time job AND go to school eight hours a day. Throw in me being used as a free babysitter anytime my mom and/or dad go into the basement, and what do you get? A screaming wreck!!!!
I just screamed bloody murder . . . and no one came to see what happened. They're in the room right below me, and they didn't want to move their lazy butts to see if I was okay.
I CAN'T TAKE MY FAMILY ANYMORE!!!!!!!! I mean it! I can't!! And I can't hang @ Kira's cause she hates me now.
She can't see what she's doing to me. She's like the sister I've always wanted. I told her everything. My fanfiction, my hopes and dreams, we have secret jokes, we stay up late watching those japenese horror movies . . .
And now she won't even call me. I'll call her, but she doesn't want to talk long. And the silences gets so akward I just have to let her go.
and she doesn't even know.
And I don't want to make any new friends cause . . . well, I just put so much into making her my friend, I don't want to have to start over.
None of the people at work are like me. They seem so sullen, and downcast. Just wait. by the time school starts, i'm gonna be sullen and downcast just like them.
dangit, i'm crying. I gotta go.
~Izzy
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