To Kira:

Hey Kira! Welcome to my blog! As you can see, this is my awesome happy place.

You have been warned. Please, do not come up to me and cuss me out because of something I said about something that happened (because that is TOTALLY just like you). I am ALLOWED to voice my opinion, it's just not out loud like a normal person would think.

You see, I feel that we've grown apart. No matter how much I wish this didn't happen, I knew it was going to. We're two different beings. You like to be around people, while I DETEST these humans with a passion. You like the center of attention, and you're weird, but not THAT weird. people still like you for who you are.

As for me, I'm one of those people that's supposed to blend into the background . . . . and disappear. I'm too weird for these people to get me. And I've got things inside that I can't tell them. People don't like me for me. 98% of the time, the like me . . . for you.

I can say it: there are times when I wish that we never grew to be such good friends. This growing apart that's happening is hurting me almost as much as Twon's betrayal. You're the sister I've always wanted. But this . . .

I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I tried to delude myself that this was just a phase, a crucible that our friendship had to pass through. But I may be wrong.

These days, I don't know what to think or feel. It almost feels like someone's taken my heart and smashed it too pieces in front of me, and I don't care.

If you actually CARE, e-mail or call me. I trust you still have my number on your phone. If you don't . . . well, then, I guess this is it.

~Jink, who may feel extremely sad, but will feel better once the music begins to pump