WHY, DAMMIT. WHY?!?!?!?

Okay, so yesterday was a half-day of school (sorry - me no post again CX) ans Mom had me and my sister clean the house. So i'm like, "yeah, okay, I can clean up a little"

Well, TODAY, on a FULL DAY OFF, i have to clean THE ENTIRE HOUSE. EVERYTHING!!!!!

it's like, 'yeah mom. not only will i go clean the entire house, i'm also gonna go and work for FIVE FUCKIN' HOURS STRAIGHT!!!!

Can't she leave me alone? just once?

Plus, there's my sister to consider.

she's got OCD and gets up and goes to bed the same time. Up @ 5:30, in bed by 8:30. y'know, i got in trouble because I woke up @ 5:30 once. And then when I was younger, I'de get in trouble for wanting to go to bed at 8:30. Don;t know where the double standard came from . . .

, I decided to joy my day off and slept in to about 8. So, my sister was up an hour and a half before me and got half of the 'list' done.

Then mom goes and compres her to me!!! "why can't you be more like your sister? She gets good grades, does her chores, and doesn't play horrible music."

A) she gets 'good grades' because she told all the teachers at her school that if they give her an 'F', she was gonna freak and cry in class. And mom has brainwashed her into thinking that 'D' was okay on a report card. And I get in trouble if I have anyting less than a 'B'.

B) SHE doesn't have a part-time job. I work Tuesdays and Fridays, and by the time I come home I can barely stand, and we won;t even talk about vision here.

C) my sister HATES rock. the heaviest thing she'll listen to is . . . *shudder* Backstreet Boys. Uhhh *shudder* And if you play anyting else, she'll block her ears and yell at you to turn it off.

I feel like i'm such a dissapointment to my family sometimes. I try my hardest, and it's never good enough. I just don't know anymore . .

and who gives a damn? not me!!!

I'm off to turn on my Life On The Murder Scene DVD.

~Jink, who has a sword -{=======>

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