And At Midnight All The Agents And Superhuman Crew Go Out And Round Up Everyone That Knows More Than They Do

Today really has not been the best of days. In gym, the people I were hanging with were all grumpy, thus making ME grumpy. They kept telling me to 'calm down'.

Trust me when I say this - never ONCE in my LIFE have I ever lost it in front of people at school. NEVER. I do so well in keeping my emotions in check in front of the teachers and students.

And it made me realize something. Now, don't call me suicidal, or call 1-800-SUICIDE on me, but if Life can't show me that it's worthwhile by the time i'm 23, i'm pulling the plug. Seems grisly - planning my suicide - but it is what needs be done.

Sadly, I'm not writing this from my normal computer. Z and almost all of the class went to do something, leaving me and four other kids stranded, so I'm in another teacher's class. what's ironic is that this is the class - the computer - i was updating from in the beginning of the year, when i was going in the mornings AND the afternoons. So it's a blast from the past for me.

In case you people who don't live me haven't heard, it SNOWED. not enough to keep me out of school, but enough to make getting home a living nightmare. Everyone's grumbling on how today should have been a snowday, but we're gonna get TEN INCHES tonight.

PRAY that i get a snow day. i NEED it.

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eh. my hands are cold. i hate that. mom says i have poor circulation, so i'm always gonna have cold fingers.

screw that - i'm wearing gloves for the rest of my life if THAT'S the case.

. . . . i want fries.

god, i forgot how the Edward posters STARED at people in this classroom . . . *shudder*


COOKIES FOR MY READERS! love to you all, cause you all care and have read some of my story and GOOD LORD I NEED SOME DR. PEPPER!!!!!! OR A SNOW DAY!!!!

~Jink the sugar deprived