I'm here with Jareth (yes, i relented and named my guitar Jareth - GET OFF ME ABOOT IT!), trying to get the tabs for Blood down. It seems pretty easy, but I can't get my fingers to bend to it.
I should be happy right now. But no. Know why?
my brother just called.
He was talking to mom and asked to talk to me, so I said hi, and asked him when he was coming over.
Before today, he claimed the he was coming over Christmas Day. Now, he says that the snow is gonna stop him from coming.
But i know why he ain't coming - mom let slip that gramma was coming over, and now he has an excuse to bail. He knows that we deliver newspapers early Christmas morning, and if he REALLY wanted to come over, he'd ask for a ride.
The he asked about the work Christmas party. He told me last week that if his girlfriend couldn't come, then he wasn't gonna come, so i didn't put our name down. Now he WANTS to come, and I had to tell him that our name wasn't down, so we couldn't go.
then he hung up.
he doesn't even want to talk to me anymore, and it hurts.
god, i don't feel at all in the christmas mood now. screw the world. I hope that one day, i can share with him the pain I feel, so he can know EXACTLY how much it hurts when he does this to me.
dammit.
~Jink
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