As Long As I Know Who I Am

okay, guys, I'm freaking out right now. Really, despite what every teacher is saying, I truly am freaking out.

there's a rumor going around saying that my school is going to get shot up. they say that another high school close by already got shot at, and rumors of a lockdown are fresh in our ears.

teachers say it's only that - a rumor. But if that's true, then why can't I run to the library? They only close down the halls during class if something BIG is going down.

Inside, in my heart of hearts, i hope there IS a lockdown - i don't want to go to work. or at least be late with a valid excuse.

kids are leaving in droves, and the classrooms seem empty.

so, you see, I have REASON TO BE SCARED.

uhg . . . on a lighter note, I have to seat tonight. I know for a fact that it's going to be a normal night. If I say it's going to be slow, i'm going to jinx myself. If I say it's going to be BUSY, it's going to jinx me. So better not to say anything.

peeps, keep me in your thoughts - if something happens, and I get shot and sent to a hospital, i'll hijack a computer and tell you. but if you don't hear back from me, sometime in the next twenty-four hours, then i'm stuck in traffic XD

so, my love to you all.

~Jink, who may die . . . but won't.

oh, have you seen the shirt I designed?



this is my shirt, guys!!! on the front it says, "SCREW VAMPIRES . . ."