There's A Point I Think We're Missing - It's In The Air We Raise Our Fists In

grar - I don't like Tuesdays. I say this all the time, but i really don't like Tuesdays.

I need an idea for a review. I was going to do Ludo . . . yeah, I'll do Ludo.

There, see? Problem solved.

I hope I get my mail today. I'm excited.

But yeah, you people heard of Columbia University, in NYC? They sent me papers, and told me that if I applied - and WENT there - i'd basically get a full ride. Which is really the only way I'd get to go to collage.

I hate life right now. The only thing that's stopping me from freaking and killing people is the fact that I have raw 100% music pumping into my head.


TGFR - Thank Gods For Repo!

You know, I've pissed so many people off with that - when I do something (coughhurtmyselfcough), instead of cussing, I'll shout, "GOD GODDESS GHEDE ALLAH!" Why? . . .well, maybe I do it to make a statement. And the only people that get mad are the hard-core Christians.

Yeah, that's another thing. I consider myself Christian (somewhat), but it's a different kind of Christian. I think God and Satan (or "S'tan", as I like to call him), are sorta-halfway friends, and that every god(dess) is basically the same guy, but under a different face.

I dunno, it's crazy, I guess . . .

So yeah, I have work tonight, and I don't know what I'm on. There's a 50% chance I'm on the floor, a 25% chance I'm on phones, and a 25% I'm seating.

Please . . . PLEASE . . . let me be on floor . . I have a 75% chance of being on something GOOD . . .

But yeah, the title is from a song - Behind Closed Doors by Rise Against

Chairs tossed and tables toppled
Hands armed with broken bottles
Standin' no chance to win
But we're not runnin', we're not runnin'.

There's a point I think we're missin'.
It's in the air we raise our fists in.
In the smiles we cast each other
My sister, my brother . . .

So yeah, i'm insane . . what else is new?

~Jink