heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey peeps. It's been officially saturday for almost two hours. I can't sleep - I'm not tired. I can't go in the living room, for fear of waking parental units, and I still feel like life is passing me by - only a bit more slowly than last time.
I want to find a book to read SSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO badly. But I can't. I owe money to the public library (for my sib's books) and Ma won't let me buy any new ones.
Work tonight was busy busy busy as usual. I was supposed to seat, but Dani told me that since we were SUPER BUSY because of a review that was written about us, she would seat. Happy days.
It was, for the most part, and enjoyable evening. My busy-body co-worker keeps trying to get me to go to some party or something, but I just don't do parties.
Sadly, in my summer exile, I've become a hermit . . . I don't do people that well anymore. I want to - sorta - but I don't. I've come to barely consider myself human.
Kind of a sad thing, huh? Well, that's all jim-dandy for me. I don't mind being a "sad" person. I already know that my job took me on as some sort of charity case, and that's why they try to include me in things . . . to spare them a guilty conscious. Well, I've never been one to make other people's lives easier.
In reality, I'm somewhat of a sadist. I enjoy watching (some) people receive pain. I don't enjoy pain, no, but I find it fucking funny to watch some chick get hit by a car. And I can't help but smile when someone gets hurt. I'm sorry, but it's true.
. . . . these are only musing that can come to one who has been up almost twenty-four hours straight.
LUDO'S COMING OUT WIT A NEW CD!! PRAISE THE LORD (OF LIGHT OR DARK, YOU DECIDE!!)
~Jink, who's only tired of waiting for the new Ludo CD
0 comments:
Post a Comment